All of my posts so far have been backdated to the actual dates of events but now we’re pretty much up to date. The feedback on my blog has been overwhelmingly positive so thank you.
I had my 2nd immunotherapy treatment on Thu Oct 15. There was a long wait of over an hour between the first drug going in and the second one. Apparently this is due to the pharmacy only making them up on the day and just being very busy. This is quite normal apparently I was just lucky that it was quicker on the first treatment.
The only noticeable side effect from the 2nd treatment was some hot flashes a few times a day for an hour or so. No way of controlling it other than open windows, fans and wearing shorts all the time to try and stay cool. These lasted just over a week before fading out.
The fatigue and constant tiredness is there still and I’ve had days where I’ll have a sleep, be awake 20 minutes then need another sleep. I keep being told this is your body fixing itself. I hope so!
I’m getting into a routing of taking drugs and pain meds every day and have had no ill effects from the morphine dose I’m on (60mg twice a day).
I’ve also had a few phone consults with a physiotherapist from Phyllis Tuckwell too. She’s trying to help me get my breathing and lung use back to normal. I’ve had a couple of months of not breathing deeply and fully using my lungs and have to be reminded to keep breathing to full capacity.
She also wants me building walking stamina up. I’ve spent a lot of time recently just lying still and moving as little as possible to avoid pain so I’ve got to start gentle walking again and get moving before I get long term muscle and joint issues.
This last week I started with 0.6 miles, then 1.2, 1.6 and yesterday 2 miles. I feel I may have gone too far too fast as my knees have gone all stiff over the weekend. I hope its the walking as joint pain is also a potential side effect of the immunotherapy.
I have my 3rd immunotherapy treatment next week which means I have to have a blood test on Monday, a consult on Tuesday and then the treatment on Thursday.
As a family we’re holding up well. Occasionally the emotions spill over but that’s ok as we support each other and have lots of friends and family looking out for us. We have so many offers of help but realistically there’s not much people can do.
I still ask that people don’t feel sorry for me. Don’t give me that sad look when you talk to me. Be normal. We can talk about it, it doesn’t have to be the elephant in the room and its much more comfortable to just be at ease talking about cancer. Yes its shitty bad luck but we can laugh and joke about it too.
I’ll finish this post with an example. A few weeks back right when my cough was causing me grief I was having a particularly noisy coughing fit on the sofa in front of the family and Rhian says, completely straight faced,
“will you die quietly!”.
I laugh out loud and so does she. 😂 You have to find light in the darkness.
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